I give up.
Say goodbye to your thoughts of an attractive Caitlin, it'll never happen. As if it ever would... As if I ever had a chance.
I need my comfort food. I need support from my closest friends and family. I don't have that. I need motivation, and I don't have that either.
My biggest inspiration just walked out. I don't have anyone else to do this for anymore. Fuck, the season hasn't even started yet.
Sitting here at work, with tears streaming down my face. No doubt someone will mention that I'm not doing work for ten minutes while I write this... Sigh.
I just want to crawl under a rock until someone invents a time machine. I'd go back and stop myself ever becoming such a horrible person.